girl growing

and a space for her to play in

Saturday, July 05, 2008


ryan and i broke up tonight.
too much damage, too much pain, too much trying.

i think i'm most scared of waking up in the morning...
that feeling when you've just woken,
you have a faint, distant feeling of something being wrong,
but you can't remember.
and then you do.
you remember.
and it doesn't go away.

i don't know how many mornings like that i will have,
but one day i'll wake up and remember that i am alive,
and that everything will be okay.


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